2 straight awful weeks

okay, these last 2 weeks had been really.. really... painful, exhausting, stressing, depressing weeks..

it starts with Tuesday, I don't know that day suppose to be happy day or sad day, because first 'he' just came back from florida, well actually he came back monday night,, n the second one is bad, I had to run a mile!! shoot! sigh.. I thought it'll be just fine,, I was thinking that it'll be myself alone who'll run the make up mile.. sigh,, but actually not... the freshmen and sophomores classes also have some people who make up the mile.. n 3 of my classmates are actually have to make up too.. then we use tutorial period to do it.. so whatever jump to last minutes before the run started, we were stretching,, n he said that we should be able to finish this under 10minutes 30seconds for the girls.. n boys I think it's 9.50 or something.. I forgot.. anyway,, so I was so shocked because I thought the limit is 12minutes not 10.30! sigh,, I couldn't reach that! so then it started.. I ran.. I thought it'll be better if I run faster for the first lap, because then I could safe the time more for the other laps, because I still have my energy on the first lap, so I ran faster.. I think lk I passed all the people in front of me,, but then,, haha.. I get exhausted at the end of first lap n on second lap, I just walk,, but,, whatever, I was so exhausted,, everyone passed me,, whatever,, I just don't know how would they run nonstop.. wow.. my stamina just so suck.. ckck.. then I actually finished it in 11minutes 46 seconds.. after that I was really thirsty, I couldn't breath, my head was so dizzy, and then I couldn't even speak, I could see right either! my throat was so hurt, I lk it was something flaming inside of me, it was so hurt when I took a breathe.. sigh,, n then he, the teacher, told us to change clothes and meet him in the gym to record the score.. n then when I got the locker room,, I wanted to drink my water, but then I couldn't even stop gasping, that made me couldn't drink,, sigh,, but I drank anyway, but not a lot, it really hurts... when I see me in the mirror, my face so red, I look really miserable.. urgh,,, I hate it! then I when to the gym, when it's mny turn to say what's my time, I was speechless, well more accurately, I cant even speak, then the teacher look at me, n try to see who is it [he's an old guy, so it took lk few seconds to remember] then he said," oh! sienta. what's ur time?" then I said 11.46.. sigh,, then I when out to the next class, n I couldn't breath, my legs hurt, and worst, I couldn't see properly! n when I got to the class, I was reaching for my water bottle, n because catherine's not here today, I could put my back on her seat [she sits behind me],, n when my other friend came n sat, she asked lk," what happened?" she must've ask because my face was so red and I look so exhausted.. so I said," I ran a mile" n in the middle of cool, peaceful, nice room, when the teacher was talking about something, because I was really sweating, I was lk 'kipas-kipas' [wakaka.. so weird, I don't know what english word could replace that! sigh,,] it was really weird, thank God I sit on the back so it's not really attracted people attention much.. ehe..;P then we have to exchange our essay with someone and we have to kinda grade it..I couldn't even think what to comment about my friend's essay, then I put all super on the paper,, haha.. whatever, n then I couldn't breath, really hard to breath, so I just gonna lay down, sleep for the rest of 3rd period.. then it's 4th period, sigh,, that p n t was bothering me again,, well p was, t was just quiet.. sigh,, so whatever,, then lunch,, 5th period, we just watch physics movie or something,, I hv no energy left, n just sleep.. sigh.. then I went home, sleeping again,, I felt lk something is burning me but I felt really cold.. sigh.. then I just slept. then for few days it's been lk these.. fever, cold, coughing so heavily... I have physics test the next day, I couldn't even concentrate,, I don't know what I'm doing.. sigh.. and then I have calc test on friday, but I was really really sick, and I couldn't go to study session [I usually do]... um,, then calc test wasn't so bad,, n we have another test on tuesday [we hv monday off for martin luther king jr. 's day]... 3 days weekend but I was so sick!! fever! so high,, I dont have thermometer so I dont know how high it was.. ehe..:| then on monday, we went to the hospital.. then the doctor said that it's kinda lk infection because of dehydration.. it makes sense.. so then my pulse was really high,, normal is 80, n mine was 104! ckck.. i dont know why.. but lately I was really bad tempered,, ehe..:P then the doctor's medicine wasn't really helping, I dont feel any medicine was helping me much,,, I'm getting better, maybe because of the medicine but also maybe because of the timing,, it's been more then a week, so I'm getting better..
final week, still pretty sick.. sigh.. not feeling well! sigh.. I felt calc wasn't so bad, but I studied until 1! I went to the study session.. for 2 hours,, but it doesn't really help,, I still don't get it.. then I asked cici uk to teach me.. after I got home, she taught me until 1,, I get it,, I thought I knew how to do it now,, not all but most of it.. :P I went home, then ate, take a shower, washermy hair, then I slept.. haha.. It was around 12pm, I woke up at 6! haha,, then I ate dinner, until 8, because I have to prepare it first then I ate it while watching tv,,haha.. then I started to study physics,, I didn't have interest to study it,, because I felt hopeless.. sigh,, I just chatting,, I studied but chatting also,,haha.. :D on physics test, this was the worst! I almost fell asleep!! I was so tired somehow, so sleepy..urgh,, I felt I'm going to failed this! but it's 200points!! a lot of points! it could bring down my grade.. sigh.. then next day was web design n government,, I didn't study for them,, I was so sleepy I even fell asleep while I was playing [I think I was reading manga] on my computer,, sigh,, when I realize, it's already 9.15pm so I decided to just go sleep... n the next day I was late,, sigh,, I woke up at 6.30! that's really late! sigh.. took web design final n government final.. I got 83 on calc final, both 82 on webdesign n government,, physics? I dont know yet! ..huhu.. scary.. sigh.. idk.. I already hv solid B in that class.. sigh.. can't hv A.. ={

sigh,, that's my crazy weeks guys..

tyz